I'm Gay - Eugene Lee Yang

  • Eugene comes out as gay in his original, deeply personal music video, featuring music by ODESZA.
    Written, Directed, & Choreographed by Eugene Lee Yang
    A Moment Apart” & “Intro Instrumental” - listen now at odesza.lnk.to/amaYT
    Set Photography by JD Renes Photography
    Co-produced by EVERYBODYNEEDSUS
    Executive Producer - Cathleen Cher
    Producer - Sally Sujin Oh
    Director of Photography - Adam Lee
    Production Designer - Matt Soko
    Editor - Jonas Thorhallsson
    Colorist - Jakob Thorhallsson
    Hair - David Dang
    Makeup - Arianna Chaylene Bean
    Stylist - Farren Jean Andrèa
    Stylist Assistant - Kali Mackay
    Hair for Ensemble - Cayla Solomon
    Makeup for Ensemble - Kasha Lassien
    Oscar Utiérre
    Farren Jean Andrèa
    Malan Breton
    Eugene Lee Yang
    Sister - Grace Yoo
    Brother - Intae Kim
    Mother - Terumi Shimazu
    Father - Gary Murakami
    Girl - Sophia Oddi
    Boy - Joshua Blaine
    Kim Chi
    Jazzmyne Jay
    Rhea Litré
    Mayhem Miller
    Curly Velasquez
    Arisce Wanzer
    Jason Beaubien, Ryan Blake, Sol Deleo, Mitchell Flores, William Fryt, Mario Godiva, Delaney Goodman, Carter Lee, Jake Mason, Ava Minett, Loretta Minett, Rene Punzalan, Hector Sanchez, Donavan Sanders, Daniel Suarez, Aus Wang, Roman Young
    Hind Boa, Justin Chen, Isaac Chu, Felicia Coito, Maiquel Denee, Kate Duffy, Alexandria Herring, Gideon Jacob, Samuel Johnson, Dyan Jong, Aris Kakkis, Danny Lam, Jeremy Lam, Shantell Lamb, Doinelle Macabugao, Lesha McBride, Annie Nguyen, Pat Nguyen, Robyin Nguyen, Devin Parker, Nick Rufca, Alyssa Santos, Zain Shami
    Assistant Director - Clyde Goins
    2nd AD - Dolly Gray
    Music Supervisor - Cathleen Cher
    1st AC - Dawson Taylor
    2nd AC - Oscar Martinez
    Gaffer - Devon Wilson
    Best Boy Electric - Vince Valentin
    Key Grip - Huan Manton
    Best Boy Grip - Justin Lee
    Art Director - Spencer Trent
    Set Dresser - Devin Parker
    Crane Operators - Ryan Elliott, Mike Pusatere
    Production Assistants - Delaney Goodman, Izzy Mojamiid, Sergio Ochoa
    Catering - Humberto's Catering
    Weho Dodgeball
    Now More Than Ever Artists
    East West Players
    Virtual World Arcade
    Adam Foley & Ninja Tune
    Special Thanks To!
    Thanks to all of our Gold Level Patrons! AJ S., Amy Fleming, Ana Camba, Cat Hicks, Elisa Proust, Emma Godfrey, Erica Rao, Jared Aarons, Kelsey Bock, Kourtney Wong, Loretta Wen, Matthew Tadros, Miha, Paulus, Sarah Waxman, Traci Lew, Wendy Tran, Lily

Comments • 80

  • Joanna Depencier
    Joanna Depencier Hour ago

    This is stupid

  • ml Gamer
    ml Gamer 2 hours ago

    The dislikes are probably are girls who had a crush on him

  • spinning carysel
    spinning carysel 2 hours ago

    a nah e ah we
    ah nah e es
    ah nah e wagwan
    ah nah we wagwan
    ah na es
    ah ga a nes
    ah e wagwan

  • michikorjn
    michikorjn 3 hours ago

    wjdbwibfwifbw, gila, segini sayang nya sama eugene sampe nangis liat kenyataan nya, gue terima cuma di video ini nyesek aja gitu sjfwndjbwjd

  • Melek Taus
    Melek Taus 3 hours ago

    Still hasn't gotten rid of the thumbnail.. ts ts.

  • Beth Barr
    Beth Barr 3 hours ago

    I am a closeted lesbian a few of my friends know and every time I see family they say "have you got a boyfriend " I respond sweating balls "no....no not yet "

  • Nae Nae
    Nae Nae 4 hours ago

    This video is BEAUTIFUL. There is SOOOO much emotion and passion put into it. Honestly, I started crying and I don't usually do that. True art and beauty. Good for you Eugene.

  • Lunime Amaranth
    Lunime Amaranth 4 hours ago


    I wish my hair looked like his TwT, but still be yourself Eugene we will all still support you ^w^

  • Katie Neko
    Katie Neko 5 hours ago +1

    This video is incredible powerful to me. The part we're he was best up and his supporters dropped him for some fight really got to me. I few of my "friends" did basically the same, and instead of supporting me made themselves feel better about let me crash by picking a fight, and left me mostly alone. It's really the time you'll find you're true friends and allies

  • The JMRo HQ
    The JMRo HQ 5 hours ago

    I get amazed and I cry every single time I play this. I just played this for like.... countless of times in a span of a month and still feel emotional.
    Eugene is amazing, hands down.

  • Ask Flareon120
    Ask Flareon120 6 hours ago

    I found Eugene hot, but as a gay man
    I'm bisexual and I'm pRoUd uwu

  • Connor Glancy
    Connor Glancy 7 hours ago

    Yesss pop off.!!

  • Sarah Yu
    Sarah Yu 7 hours ago

    Wait what I did not know that Eugene was gay whatever you be you and who ever dislikes this f$&@ you Eugene never stop believing your self I will support you ❤️

  • Owen Shepherd
    Owen Shepherd 7 hours ago +1


  • Erin Napoli
    Erin Napoli 7 hours ago +1

    This is such a sad, harsh representation of the reality of people trying to life their lives. This video made me cry, it was so powerful. And I still love Eugene as a person.

  • Evan
    Evan 8 hours ago

    god damn white people

  • Lilo Moretti
    Lilo Moretti 9 hours ago

    Wow. This is just fantastic. And it moved me deep inside I a way I just did not expect! It felt like breathing again! ✨❤️🌺

  • Rafael Torres Jr
    Rafael Torres Jr 9 hours ago

    And omfg I cried and smiled laughed remembered how it felt to love.. but now I'm in the darkest moments of my life and I thank you for even having this video still up....

  • Rafael Torres Jr
    Rafael Torres Jr 9 hours ago

    This was pure genius how did this get 64 dislikes omfg the things I would do just to be apart of things like this

  • Emily Rose Dawson
    Emily Rose Dawson 9 hours ago

    This always makes me cry. I'm a bisexual woman and it hurts that most straight men I've dated sexualize and fetishize that I'm attracted to women. I get so shy and anxious trying to express attraction or love towards another woman because my parents have made me feel like I can't identify as anything but straight and that they would judge me....that its weird and wrong. I just wish when people knew their partner was bi they would have a real discussion instead of just thinking its sexy........ idk. anyone else have a similar experience?

  • Virginia Owens
    Virginia Owens 9 hours ago

    This is a masterpiece. The hidden messages within the video are beautiful. I am a Christ Follower and part of the LGBTQ community. I'm a southern Christian pansexual woman. I relate to this story (to a certain point). My father has strong beliefs all members of the LGBTQ are going to hell, but I believe every person should love one another. I do not care if the person has committed four murders, has purple with black stripes skin, or has different viewpoints than me. I am scared to come out to my parents because I have no idea how my father would react. Eugene, you are a strong individual. I believe in you even though you may not. I understand that you are fighting your demons, but I hope you can find your happiness.

  • Illusion Xander
    Illusion Xander 9 hours ago

    Is he gay

  • Raven Cleer
    Raven Cleer 10 hours ago

    Anyone else crying

  • mary
    mary 10 hours ago

    crying. sobbing. i’m a complete mess. i’m so proud of you. no matter what, i will forever and always love you, eugene.

  • Alessandra Sambataro
    Alessandra Sambataro 10 hours ago

    And I am so proud of you that you let down a small piece of your wall. I love you for you and so does so many of your fans and we are just happy to see you stay true to yourself.

  • Alessandra Sambataro
    Alessandra Sambataro 10 hours ago

    two scenes that hit a little too close was blue and orange and I had to stop at the blue and break down (not in a bad way) but just to see how I really am not alone, thank you for this and I am so fucking happy I found it when I did..... cuz if I didn't I would be dead.

  • Humans_in_banana_suits ÒwÓ

    Ok but as a genderqueer lesbian I really enjoyed that they included breaking the gender stereotypes while incorporating LGBTQ+ rights. It shows what we might go through living in the society we have today. When the stuff about Mike Pence came out I was scared, cause I was already not accepted by family but I knew I had friends and other that supported me. I got over my fears and now I’m not scared. We are who we are and no one can change that!

  • danny s
    danny s 11 hours ago

    That was so beautiful. I finished watching it and thought "that was not 5 minutes. It went so quick"

  • kiitu Leia
    kiitu Leia 11 hours ago

    damn, poor Eugene... But he do be lookin like an absolute QUEEN in that drag

  • Magic Mochi
    Magic Mochi 11 hours ago

    Jazz was in this from lady like

  • Aila Francis
    Aila Francis 12 hours ago +1

    Hi I’m Aila,
    I’m 12 almost 13
    I’m Bisexual
    This is amongst one of the best things that’s happened in humanity
    Thank to everyone who has made the best video in 2019
    And thank you to all who support they lgtbq+ community

    • thedemonslayer207 0
      thedemonslayer207 0 5 hours ago

      @aaa one I'm bisexual two you can't tell people who they are or are not

    • aaa
      aaa 5 hours ago

      thedemonslayer207 0 that's not how it works, it's by tendencies.

    • Aila Francis
      Aila Francis 7 hours ago +1

      @thedemonslayer207 0 Good for you!

    • thedemonslayer207 0
      thedemonslayer207 0 7 hours ago +1

      Yeah you are so right this actually made me realize that I'm bisexual

  • Raider Element
    Raider Element 12 hours ago

    The song reminds me of FH4

  • Ace_A3CT -YT
    Ace_A3CT -YT 12 hours ago +1

    Is he actually gay?/I have no problem with that

    • Ace_A3CT -YT
      Ace_A3CT -YT 5 hours ago +1

      I know but is he actually gay because they make a lot of jokes about being gay

    • thedemonslayer207 0
      thedemonslayer207 0 7 hours ago +1

      Yeah and I'm glad you don't hate gay people

  • Mariana Johnston
    Mariana Johnston 12 hours ago

    The credits though. There was this amazing energy that just screamed
    "Accept us or not, we're here, and we have each other."

  • Gabriel Valdes-Ramos
    Gabriel Valdes-Ramos 12 hours ago

    Straightest man alive.

  • Ryan The Chili Host
    Ryan The Chili Host 12 hours ago

    The orange scene is probably my favorite scene. Eugene is getting it down! 😂 Absolutely killing it!
    Second place goes to the yellow scene because it's just beautiful and graceful.
    Third is the red scene. I like it shows him trying to be like the mom but being reprimanded doing so.

  • Hello Pokebowl
    Hello Pokebowl 13 hours ago

    I told my grandma your a try guy and she said “Trysexual?” 😂

  • Hello Pokebowl
    Hello Pokebowl 13 hours ago

    Eugene watches Steven universe EEEEEEE YAY!!!!!! 😃
    Also what’s your favorite character?

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      aaa 5 hours ago


  • Nika Rawlings
    Nika Rawlings 13 hours ago

    Damn it but I support you but dang now I can’t have a crush on you ):

  • Давид Гулямов

    Fuuuuuu GAY uuuuuuuuuu

  • Ailah Kauk
    Ailah Kauk 13 hours ago

    I didn't know a simple five minute video could portrait such emotions. I feel so moved by this. We all need to see this video and except people for who they are.

  • Jacob Framo
    Jacob Framo 13 hours ago

    he is gay hes has no

  • Sara Cox
    Sara Cox 14 hours ago

    I'm not gay, but I fucking would want to come out like this

  • Angel Kemp
    Angel Kemp 15 hours ago +4

    I am A Christian. Some Christians say “God Hayes the gays” or “ Your going to hell” that’s wrong. God loves everyone the same no matter who you love. Yes liking the same sex is a sin but judging and hating people is one too. He doesn’t care who you are what’s your religion or what you like as long as you love yourself and everyone else. Love who you love love who you are cause no matter what he loves you. This is just showing how messed up society is people would rather judge than actually except the fact that people are different and the everyone likes different things. So I say “ Who cares just live life to the fullest Jesus didn’t die for nothing.”

  • Its Me Amelia
    Its Me Amelia 15 hours ago

    In the red scene I could see him shaking and I feel like that just added to the scene. I don't know anymore lol but this was beautiful.

  • MOTS7 Is The New Wings
    MOTS7 Is The New Wings 16 hours ago

    This king

  • Sabrina matsina
    Sabrina matsina 16 hours ago

    I am literally crying.

  • Sencer Tv
    Sencer Tv 16 hours ago

    Fuck gays

  • Fábio Bento
    Fábio Bento 16 hours ago

    Eugene, thank you for your service to humanity by being brave enough to just be yourself. You are loved.

  • E R
    E R 17 hours ago

    Eugene, this is one of the most BEAUTIFUL things I have ever seen. I hope this video can give courage to those in similar situations. I feel this video conveys all the feelings the LGBTQ+ community goes through when discovering who they are.
    I will always be an ally. Thank you for making this video.

    CAPTAIN 17 hours ago

    I have watched this a few times already, and I always will. This tells a story without words yet it speaks so many at the same time.

  • Taylor McBride
    Taylor McBride 18 hours ago

    this actually made me cry

  • Coryanne Puterbaugh
    Coryanne Puterbaugh 18 hours ago +1

    The best coming out in herstory...❤️🌈

  • Laquacie
    Laquacie 18 hours ago

    This clip is so well done and so heavy of meaning. Well done, you’re an amazing artist.

  • Kilroy was Here
    Kilroy was Here 18 hours ago

    Not a big surprise

  • w2bst
    w2bst 18 hours ago +1

    how can people dislikes this video? those people have the concept of art in their ass.

  • Kadence Christensen
    Kadence Christensen 18 hours ago +1

    Eugene I will still and always have a crush on you but I support you and I’m happy for you ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖🤍🖤

  • soutzoukakia smirneika
    soutzoukakia smirneika 18 hours ago

    eugene shows as a gay...do we even look like we give a single damn about your ''sexuality''?

    • aaa
      aaa 5 hours ago

      soutzoukakia smirneika imagine being a homophobe in 2020

  • Danny Dorito
    Danny Dorito 19 hours ago

    The end made me cry...

  • Orion Raymond
    Orion Raymond 19 hours ago

    chills everytime

  • Tacos PlaysSports
    Tacos PlaysSports 19 hours ago

    Is anyone else confused what is going on in this

  • Sofia Semskar
    Sofia Semskar 19 hours ago +1

    Why it is that the most hottest guy is gay 🤔👌 but you do you 💖😘😍

  • Sbwaj
    Sbwaj 20 hours ago

    I will never get tired of this video.

    ASIAN BISCUIT 20 hours ago +1

    Friend:so,how r u going to come out of you closet

  • sara jupiter
    sara jupiter 21 hour ago

    Watching this to help myself through quarantine. Hope the try guys are okay!

  • Quality Shit Edit
    Quality Shit Edit 21 hour ago

    Why am I not surprised
    Not gonna lie though, this is the most creative "coming out" video I've seen so far

  • Jungkook the Unicorn
    Jungkook the Unicorn 21 hour ago +4

    I have watched this 3 times. I have cried every single time. I have never been one to hide who I am, but now that I have a girlfriend, I have to act like we are just friends a lot. And it hurts

  • tik tok
    tik tok 22 hours ago

    Wait in one of the episodes fu.. marry kill he had se. Wid a girl

  • Katara Coates
    Katara Coates 22 hours ago

    i freaking love this

  • Jules_ Playz
    Jules_ Playz 22 hours ago +3

    I have to say I just love the choreography

  • Abbie Phillips
    Abbie Phillips 22 hours ago +1

    I am so sorry I am so happy that you are being you

  • ecemwashere
    ecemwashere 22 hours ago +2

    It’s been 9 montha sincw this was published and i still get goosebumps through the whole video every time i watch it

  • ecemwashere
    ecemwashere 22 hours ago

    This is the best fucking coming out video ever! 🏳️‍🌈😎🙌

  • KCs Wanderland
    KCs Wanderland 23 hours ago +2

    If anyone ever says that being gay is a bad thing tell them to go fuck themselves because people are who they are and no one should ever have to change gay people are still people and some hate showing it in public because people are rude and disrespectful love the people in this world even if you dont know them

  • Juli Geher
    Juli Geher Day ago

    I cry everytime I watch this

  • Leo Li
    Leo Li Day ago

    This is the most coordinated in a try guys video

  • marina maiwald
    marina maiwald Day ago

    So amazing and sad. Beautifull what people can do.🌈😯

  • Aimée O'Beirne
    Aimée O'Beirne Day ago

    This is so beautiful. Tears rolling down my cheeks.

  • Kira Karjagin
    Kira Karjagin Day ago

    I started crying a bit cuz i felt bad in the scene where Eugene was beat up by all the bullies cuz i was bullied❤️😢

  • Dont Judge Me
    Dont Judge Me Day ago

    Of course it's always the cute and talented dudes that are gay 😭😭😭